One In a Million
The possibilities of a gay meeting his “Mr. Right” is merely to 0.0001%, I would say. People think that finding a true partner in his or her life is hard, try to be gay; it’s 10 times harder, why? Gay tends to hide their sexual orientation, gay is against the moral, gay is illegal in Malaysia, and gay seems to be very sinful in Malaysia. However, when there is a will, there will always a way for you. Note, here I am to tell you a story about being gay and the power of Law of attraction.
February 28, 2011
Still fresh in my mind, I was there at my friend’s house and signed in Facebook to check updates, as it’s a norm nowadays. Unfortunately or to say fortunately, I left her house without signing out and she sent a number of invitations to random people on Facebook, among the few, 17 has accepted the invitation, without a doubt, I glanced through all of the 17 and Un-Friended 16 of them, one left and he is the person I loved the most now and forever.
At first, there are many questions from my friends, take for an example, you never see him in real person, and how could you say you like him? I turned around and ignored the question, because there’s no specific answer for it. Checking his Facebook’s updates had become one of my daily routine, knowing he is from XXX College and hanging out around that particular area became one of my habits, walking on the street and hoping to his face. One day, finally I saw him at middle of somewhere. I don’t even have to strength to peek at him, and I am wondering why, isn’t that something I always hoping for?
I didn’t see him after I met him by chance, the thought of giving up this unachievable goal has formed, eventually. Luckily, there is this wise friend with me, she quoted the story from a book, Secret saying that “we are in present are caused by past thoughts”, and silly people who carry silly thoughts are more likely to be success, because they tend to take risk, try, and fail. If one never has a dream, there will never be a “Dream Come True”, so don’t stop believing.
Finally, I made up my mind asking him out, but in a very formal way, I had an assignment that needs an expert in certain knowledge and I know he definitely is. I don’t really hold much of the expectation that he like me in return, my priority was to complete my assignment. At last, we met for the first time, officially. We don’t talk much, there’s no eye contact, and there’s really nothing but a business. Maybe I’m fortunate one, I received a text message from him wishing good-luck in Presentation, as I’d mentioned during the meeting. Here is where the love started.
October and the rest of my life
It has been about half year that we are in love and I believed this love will last a lifetime, because we in present are the manifestation of our past or recent thoughts or attractions, do not underestimate the Power of Law of Attraction.